Purpose

This is going to be such a ramble.  I take advantage of this rarely read environment posting whatever comes to mind.  I’m thinking that it might be time for a metamorphosis of some sort,  It might be time to blog differently,  rather than making it some sort of emotional outlet.   But why does one post ?  I also have severe case of blog-envy.  How great it is to have things to say and things others are interested in.  This sense of inadequacy, both in real life and in blogshere world, when am I ever going to be able to overcome ?  I need a sense of purpose, in what I am, in what I do and what I blog.